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Monday, August 22, 2011

Ty is going to be a BIG brother

On August   2011, I found out I was pregnant again.  Yep, pregnant.  Not what I was expecting either.  After such a long and emotional road with Luke, I had not thought about having another child yet.  I mean, it has only been 3 months! What was God trying to do to me? To say the least, I was scared to death when Dr. Ridenhour confirmed the test positive.  So much went through my mind.  Fear, excitement, questions, more fear, sadness, happiness.  I was all over the place.  I immediately put this child in God's hands.  He will have to be the one to help me carry him/her because I was a wreck.  I went in on August 18 to make sure everything looked good and it did.  Dr. R reminded me that what Luke had was very rare and not to worry with this one.  Yeah...wasted breath and she knew it to.  How do you not worry. Because of me developing HELP Syndrome with Luke and with him having Triploidy, I was going to be monitored very carefully.  If you have never heard me say it, I LOVE MY OB/GYN.  I never feel the need to second guess.  They all listen to me and my concerns.  I feel like they care.  They are a part of my family.  So, we start another journey and I pray pray pray for God to make this one an easy one.  I don't think I can handle any problems.

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